my thoughts n my doubts

"doubt your doubt before you doubt your believe" -- Chace Crawford

i doubt A's feeling to nohey, like "it's just crush", "are you sure with what you've said?" n soon and soon

i believe in B's feeling. like "you two will be a great couple, understanding each other" and soon and soon.

lately, i figure that B's feeling was not that real. untrue. while nohey felt she was in love with B, not only crush, but something was happened and they cant stay together for awhile. B's feeling changes.
even worse, B has another crush.
even worse, he doesnt love nohey anymore, or he said so.
just like that

but,
A still there for nohey.
he said thats ok to be "just friend"
and he really mean it.

sorry, but i judged A.
and now i doubt my believe to B
and doubt my doubt to A

i should not judge. not just because i hate to be judged, or hate to see or hear my beloved ones judged.
but appearently in the real world we cant stop judging.
i have to admit it. and i do admit it
but i'll try my best to keep my judgement tight in my head.